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Love, Emotions, and Art
The one who is stripped of all emotions, feels no differences, and doesn’t care at all.
That means, living as alive dead.!
Heart, love, pledge; we can say,
as a thread between humankind~
it means every thing.
As they give us also a feeling that we are still alive, and would be there, to endure our mutual everlasting human's emotions.
The emotions where, and will still be the human entity core; as well the real cause in relishing our life’s meaning!
And who is devoid & deprived from; conseiving these as a weakness, those whom couldn’t and can’t live for these words and their glory!
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The one who doesn’t feel a tablue, not moved with a poetry, nor interreacting with a drama, and doesn’t care to these valuables, whom their carelessness has originated from his/her childhood, later reflected on their personality, consequently have a role in creating their cruelty and harshness.!
So in order to live with such emotions with tender heart, and stay full human, would have them in an appropriate approaching to.
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This, has been for ages known to him, when he decided to pick up an issue to live with, and trying to make some differences in it.
He never forgot the day when he testified in a real love moment,
when he sensed, how a rainy cloud is relishing the lighting while trembles and shivering under the thunderbolt embrace.!
In that moment he believed in all human’s emotions, in amorous affections, in how they have the capability of changing life aspects, changing negative to positive, dislike to likeable, harshness to tenderness, then human to a real human.!
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Once, while his palm was read by a palm reader girl or as he thought of her, she hinted as she tells him “all your thought, which you are thinking of I own their heroes and only with me your thoughts will be revered and honored.”
So, he also wanted to know more about her and farther more of understanding her profound reality, to show her also "the world of humanity grieve" and to present her for the very first time "an outcast and a rejected Kurdish person..!!
He likes to enrich himself by her loving, language richness, and her excited
personality-the things which can consequently provoke more related issues.!
He realized all his goals, his wishes, all reputation could be found within hers, as he knew also, she can motivate many involved subjects.
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And because she was an artist, she wished to mixed up her feminine intuition along with her artistic influence, so to affect all people around, and provoke an artistic attitudes to get with also the control of many things–the very first, "the empowering her feminine intuition.!"
She wished to exploit her qualities to enhance her integrity for the benefit of some invisible values-things when every one feel it but not touchable.
She was liking to lead other people to the station where the backwardness and retardation is attributed to, and placed.!
She wanted to put her finger on the spot~
where the free expression of a pretty lady has influence & all her gestures works out! but she was also watching out how and when to declare itself through her artistic attitude..!!
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Although, as a young lady, she was living in the joy of her fame and reputability, she also saw her beauty everyday within her perspective in a different way.!
Once she told her friend:
-I am the top ten of beauty.
For ages, she has discovered her loveliness amid many things, through other’s sharp and intensive glances of love followed her traces everywhere, and before that she had discovered herself in the mirror, while she always kept herself in front of it, staring at her beauty, such mirror was the only and her very first friend.!
Her later friend also felt her as a beautiful surprise in his life, but noticed too that she was living joyfully with out watching hers getting into thirty of years, and still unmarried, then he realized that every thing in the life in this community, even joyness has its own taxes!
He didn’t apprehend why this society pursue the miner things, while leaving the major determinant ones.!
They track every one how much and how he or she follow or abide traditions, which meaning how they should have to go within two personalities-one imprisoned and belongs to them, and the other free, which he or she have to live with, in the society..!!
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Another day, once again she told her friend~
-How do you see me?
-You a brilliant star. He replied.
-I am the moon among all stars. She answered proudly.
Then he realized of another one of her characters, she was loving herself to the selfishness extent, she wished her glory overwhelming all people around her, and not liking to disguise or conceal her appearance, because she preferred also being tolerant with liberal beauty.!
She wanted every one feels her beauty, then expressing their feelings in a note or within a hint, so to make her living with it as a kind of pride!
She had a generous elegance, deep romace, which was looked like a conveying of an aura of elegance and gentility.!
But, so far no one was able to or uses her characters to beautify society’s backwarded aspects of the life; Her opened views, her attractive sight, her sweet dialect, and her glory could have be exploited or inspired in numerous useful stories and tens of artistic tablues-which leads to a delightful aspects of the life, and magnificent identity.!
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That lady at a time, seemed liking farther approaching -inclined to say or doing something, not anymore lingering behind, when her eyes were hiding a magic and a weird looking, with specified waiting..!!
And her defied eyes, with a delicate, touchy watching, while she was killing the time, by holding/rolling a glass of water in her glass-like fingers.!
He doesn’t know what she aims to, but he felt that she was holding an unrestness in her feelings. She was waiting a word, a sense here and there~ a different behavior within a different man..!!
She was there for smelling some odd fancies of fanciers, she was there for watching and catching up every bit or some drops of desires out there, all by her sharp feminine awareness..!!
She wouldn’t wait drinking water in one or two dosage by her rosy lips, rather she was staying and anticipating a larger unknown secret.
Meanwhile, he also watching her face figures, her delicious, warm mouth and lips, her snow-like bright white cleavage~
when she melted all into his eyes, and the two exchanged many fancies in a mutual admiration.
And when liberally and generously forwarded herself and sat next to him, he felt many heads moved around, glances directed to him..!!
And she told him "if i have believe in something, I don’t care anybody whatever they say or whoever be."
She again reminded him of an old and still alive traditions.
And reminded him that she likes to behave far away from encircled behaviors-which society had drawn a red line around, and no one should across or go beyond those boundaries.!
And the thing which she believed in, made her diving more and more into, which meant addressing some others how to conduct.
She wished showing off a certain beauty to an artist or a poet, then seeing her image reflecting in an article or in an literature stuff or in a song or in a certain tablue.!
Meaning, she was liking to talk to others via some reflected feelings~ but before that- she hoped all to respect each other-respecting other’s point of views.
She hoped, how others should manage indulging themselves in the righteous way, living by humanitarian standards.
She hoped also showing others, how to respect an a belle friendship and respecting an art of an artist..!!
A Kurdish short story
written& translated
by
Ibrahim surchy
South Kurdistan
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